1..2..Bang!!!

As I was driving to work on the morning of 16th January 2012, moving towards the exit of the housing area, I was knocked down by a big 4WD. YES, I was involved in a car accident and my car was badly damaged by the bugger 4WD driver.

How did it happened?

I was passing by a junction when the opposite car should have waited for me to clear the road before he could turn in into that junction. Inste

ad, he knocked me down. When I shouted at him "Did you not see me?", all he could reply was "Sorry, I really didn't see your car". Shaken I was, I asked for his driving license and Identification Card, then told him to meet me at the nearest police station. There goes my Monday, ruined by this accident and I was in no mood to do work at all. Running up and down to 2 police station and to the workshop really worked me out and it saddened for me to see the condition of my car. Driver's side was dented badly.

A graphical of the incident by not so clever artist (me):

Note to myself: Beware of incoming cars from the opposite direction when I'm nearing a t-junction.

i hate roaches!!!

I remember the conversation between a colleague of mine and the CEO during our recent engagement for a breakfast together over cockroaches were attacking employees at the level 14 of our office. Deep down, i whispered to myself "thank god its not on my floor". Little did I know I was going to be transferred to Level 14 in 2012 for the continuation of this project.

The first week of work went on smoothly as no roaches sighting were seen at my desk. Jeng..jeng..jeng...recent Tuesday was the first baby cockroaches sighting on my desk and I was furious as I had wiped everyday in the morning with my hand sanitizer Protex to ensure roaches would not visit my place. The trick failed, badly. The roaches seem to be exploring happily on my desk and this has caused me to hate even more of Level 14.

To worsen, another baby cockroach visited my place this morning and I cant help it but to squash it with a clean tissue. Mati ko!!! I can't help to think the possibility of baby cockroaches crawling up on my leg while I'm doing work at my desk here. ArrrghhhhhHHHhhhh!!!!!!!

8 more days

YES. As predicted in the horoscopes during the early week of January, LEO babies in the Dragon Year will expect and unexpected trip this month. Little did I know that it was going to be true as I've never take it seriously. Reading horoscopes has always been the habit during early years of turning puberty and its entertaining.

Every year, at the beginning of January, I can found myself immersed with books at the bookstore reading horoscopes for the year. Thank you Lilian Too for the exciting insight for Rooster babies, thank you, thank you Jessica Adams for the colorful description of astrology for Leo's and the list goes on.

Do I believe in it? Well, I believe in good books though (its a bonus if the book cover is interesting).

So, 8 more days to sun and sea trip (plus the colorful behavior of my lovely family, sounds fun eh!)

6th day of 2012

So, another brand new year and for a change, I did not went out to watch fireworks or partying like I used to. Getting old? Don't think so. I was lazy and the idea of rummaging the traffic just wasn't that appealing to me. I spent the last few hours of 2011 by watching Semerah Padi theater performance at Istana Budaya, compliments by Mr.Politician. Right after the show, I went straight to home and reached for the phone to wish Mr.Rockstar new year.

I did throw the idea of going out to watch fireworks with Mr.Rockstar, but he didn't sound ecstatic over it. So, there goes the idea to watch the fireworks. I've always love the idea of celebrating new year doing something out of the ordinary. So I did it, by NOT doing anything. I was in bed early and I was even surprised by myself for not being mad at myself for not going out and having fun. Weird? Maybe.

So, after six days of 2012, I'm suffering from post new year celebration. I'm hungry for something exciting. To the beach? It's still the monsoon season. Road trip? To where? It seems dangerous for just me and Mr.Rockstar to carry out the road trip. Long hours of driving might just kill my spirit, though it would help if there's another person that could drive. It's the company that counts. I wish I could just take the car and drive down to Penang this weekend for a food trip, but waiting for anyone to suggest the idea seems to be taking forever. I'm tired of planning. I just wanna do it.

Overseas trip? With? Every time I plan for the trip, it fails. I'm bored now, seriously. It's only the sixth day of 2012. Help!

who can I call?

I thought being true to yourself and being honest to your love ones would be a good thing, but it took a twist tonight. I felt I offended Mr.Rockstar when I told him that I had helped Q by giving him the usual relationship pep-talk. I only acted out as a friend, despite me and Q was in a relationship 2 years ago which only lasted for 6 month. We had our reasons why the relationship failed and yet we continue being friends, good friends. Eventhough Mr.Rockstar said that he wasnt mad at all at me, yet he expresses that a man of Q's age should not be asking relationship advise, all the time especially from me, his ex.

As weird as it sounds, Q always turn to me for relationship advise and I do not sense any other hidden intention from him. Wait, almost all my friends ask for my help and advise in their relationship. To whom shall I ask when I need one now?

I'm not good at telling lies, and if me being honest will hurt you, i can't say much but I'm sorry in advance.

rockin weekend

Had trouble starting this entry as I was about to experience a diarrhea of words. The excitement that I experienced during the weekend was worth the wait and I thank Mr.Rockstar for treating me to the concert. Concert? What concert? Rockaway 2011!!!

I cant express how excited I was once we parked the car, once we were cleared by the security, once we step-in into the concert arena, the moment I saw Macbeth booths and other merchandise booths, once I saw the huge stage (Sunburst was bigger though) set up, the friggin expensive drinks, the Mat Rock and Rock chicks walking about...this is surreal!!!! It finally happened!!!

I'm at a rock concert, thanks to my Mr.Rockstar for this birthday gift! Thank you! Thank you!!

Who was there? I was all in for The Used, Story of The Year, All Time Low and other local act. I do blame Pop Shuvit for their late set up had caused The Used to shorten their performance.

Lesson learnt, there's always cheaper drinks outside of the concert arena and if I was there by myself, I would have just bought the friggin expensive drinks. 5 bucks for a mineral water? Kamonnnnn!!!!!

I still cant get ova "All that I've Got" by The Used...please do come back again!!!

times like this...

Can't help but feeling "i miss you" to my dearest Mr.Rockstar at this hour. It's almost 8 month into this relationship and I still can assure that it still feels like yesterday when he said "i want you to be my girlfriend" and i cant help but to be blushed.

He doesn't realize how he makes me feel, at times. Unexpected holding hands, the way he laughs, his serious looks, his concerned gesture, his thoughts about my future, his sexy voice singing over the phone for me, his passion about hunting new eatery place, his deep knowledge about music which makes me feel "zero knowledge" bout music, the way he smiles which drives me crazy, the way he irks every time i asked him to be photographed, his amazing hat-trick football skills, and the list could go on.

I wish he knows all the above has made me a happier person. I hope I have done the same to you as well. Not a single minute passed of me not thinking about him. Hurting him would be the last thing on my mind...i would never and i try my best not to hurt you.

Times like this how i wish he would be at my side. Seeing you everyday gets me through the day, Mr.Rockstar.

If you are reading this Mr.Rockstar, thank you again for the amazing 8 month journey and I look forward for many more months to come.

stop it

1 year ago...

you used to like me, i get it

you used to fancy me, i note it

you used to wow me, i appreciate it

you used to treat me, i'm grateful for it

you used to drive me around, i never ask for it

you used to jog with me, i'm glad u did

i asked, "where is this going?"

you answered, "nowhere, no strings attached, no commitment"

i was baffled, i left, i moved on

now, i have found my man

so please...

stop the battering bout my man

stop the insulting bout my relationship

stop this madness you have over me

stop this silly jealousy of yours

stop this stories that you spread about me

stop it!

Cuppa cuppa

Recently, Mr.Rockstar and myself went to this coffee bar at Plaza Damansara, namely Mollydooker's Coffee Bar. We were recommended this place because Mr.Rockstar's friend, Jonny, works at this place and he swears that this place is an amazing place to hang out. We needed to prove that statement and it turns out that we stayed there from 6pm until 8.30pm!!! We were the last customer and the owners was dear enough to extend operation hours for us. There was something different about that coffee place. The cozy setting, the simple decor, the fragrant coffee, the huge yummy chocolate cookie, the comfy sofa, the hunky-dory coffee barista's, the friendly owners, the music selections, the location of the venue and the list goes on...

Well, the coffee tasted better because Mr.Rockstar was with me. Thank you sayang for showing me the place. Err....when can we go again eh?