breather...

It was liberating for me to actually share with Jambu about my true feelings for "Mr.P". I guess he was also shaken by Mr.P's revelation and he had hoped that me and Mr.P could be together. I told him that I need to be true to my feelings and no matter how hard it is, I have to suck it up and be strong.

So, how was Day 1 of not texting Mr.P for me? Hard. Seriously. Every attempt of texting Mr.P was foiled whenever I keep thinking of how my close friends would react and how stupid I would look like. Stop being played around, I keep telling myself. Be strong.

I guess, the journey never ends. Possibility are endless and eventually, I'll meet my true soul mate. Sheesh....

XOXO - Roni Bee

p/s: Totally out of line here, but would it be wrong if I dream of having sexy porno star's fluffy clear ass. How do they do that??? Any tips???