Recent news about 2 colleagues of mine soon to leave the nest of iP was expected. I was expecting Mr.Rockstar would join them as well. Somehow, when he didn't receive the offer by last Friday, I could feel he is "crushed" and was upset a bit. Putting myself in his shoe:
1. Loosing his closest buddy at the office, especially Mr.Pet (his "zen" dude)
2. No more smoking time with Mr.Pet at the basement
3. No more lunching with Mr.Pet
4. No more bitching bout the evil boss
5. No more "late-comers & MC" buddy
...and the list goes on.
Generally, Mr.Rockstar is a little bit down at the moment and I wish I could cheer him up. I know, there's not much that I could say to turn his frown upside down, but I cant help it to see him feeling so heartbroken. I feel like there's a distance between us now, It's like he wont share what he is feeling and I feel so lost. I could see him keeping quiet whenever we are together and there's like a thousand of questions that I wanna poke him with but I just don't have the heart to ask him. If me being quiet would make him feel relaxed and not agitated, then I'll be quiet.
I wish I knew the right words to console him, but I suck. I feel like a terrible girlfriend already.
"So how come when I reach out my fingers, it seems like more than distance between us"
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