times like this...

Can't help but feeling "i miss you" to my dearest Mr.Rockstar at this hour. It's almost 8 month into this relationship and I still can assure that it still feels like yesterday when he said "i want you to be my girlfriend" and i cant help but to be blushed.

He doesn't realize how he makes me feel, at times. Unexpected holding hands, the way he laughs, his serious looks, his concerned gesture, his thoughts about my future, his sexy voice singing over the phone for me, his passion about hunting new eatery place, his deep knowledge about music which makes me feel "zero knowledge" bout music, the way he smiles which drives me crazy, the way he irks every time i asked him to be photographed, his amazing hat-trick football skills, and the list could go on.

I wish he knows all the above has made me a happier person. I hope I have done the same to you as well. Not a single minute passed of me not thinking about him. Hurting him would be the last thing on my mind...i would never and i try my best not to hurt you.

Times like this how i wish he would be at my side. Seeing you everyday gets me through the day, Mr.Rockstar.

If you are reading this Mr.Rockstar, thank you again for the amazing 8 month journey and I look forward for many more months to come.